Be More Concerned About Your Character Than Your Reputation Because Your Character Is Who You Are and Your Reputation Is What Everyone Else Thinks Of You
Name:Reba Location: Springfield, Illinois, United States Birthday:10/7/1990 Gender:Female
Interests:hanging out, watching sports, playing sports, chatting online,
Dislikes: reading, school, judgemental people Expertise:student.. some of the time Occupation:Student Industry:Other
Well this weekend.. i really thought it was going to be another stupid church trip that we go and here about how god loves us.. but something was different.. from the minute i walked in i could feel it was different.. there were like about 20 of us.. it was great.. the first day i jsut sat back and took it all in.. then the second day the concerts came up.. it was some girl.. and then GRITS... (they are rap if ne one cares) and then PILLAR (which is like hard rock.) it was unbeleivable... then we had some praise and worship and an altar call... and i felt i needed the need to go up and pray so i did.. and i made the decision to give everything to god... i just laid it all out on the table... and for once in my life i felt the joy of god... i was happy just happy.. for no apparent reason jsut happy.. i want to keep this change perminatley and not go back to my old ways... so that was my weekend.. and it was great!
well one health problem just leads to another.. its like im screwed... sure this medication is helping my Rhuemetoid Arthritis and im doing better ... im totally happy that i can walk dont get me wrong, but now its making my stomach mess up... its slowly eating away at the walls of my stomach... it hurts severely... its like burning pain... its called "gastro-entronitis" or someting like that... they said it could lead to stomach ulsures... thats kinda scary.. i have no appitite any more because of the pain... it sucks... and it makes me tired all the time... .. well im gonna go lay down.. <3 Reba
well i went for a re-check up yesterday.. the dr. was pretty pleased.... i mean the swelling is almost all gone... but since im on such a high dose of steroids i look like a pimple face... she said as we get of the meds it will go away... umm... she wasnt very happy w my right wrist... actucally she was quite concerened.. she moved it and it hurt... and it popped and she was like... "i think you should wear a brace... " so then i was like ok... but i have sessions w my personal trainer.. .and she told me i couldnt lift weights w it or anything.. and she doesnt even thing i should do like push ups!... needless to say i didnt tell her i was going to play softball but i am going to.. if it hurts ill have to stop... but i dont think the pain will be that bad... i honestly am getting used to all the pain.. its not going to hold me back from wat i want to do.. i guess im just hard headed but im not going to let it.
